"Forbidden love. I believe we all have had that one man whom we know is not the right one to love. The problem is, we don't learn in enough time to stop ourselves from making that mistake. That man for me was Sean Michael Thomas. He had the perfect 5-foot-9 swimmer's body. His skin was a milk chocolate, like the interior of a Hollister shopping bag. Whenever I saw him, he was always impeccably dressed. Perhaps the most drawing thing about him, though, was the mystery behind who he was, what his life was like, and why he chose me."